In 2012 I thought the world was gonna end.
Not in a consciousness upgrade, ascension kinda way 🤪 like I seriously spent nights awake, in fear that one night I would go to sleep and that would be it.
This was my life in lots of ways, scared of volcanos erupting and destroying my home as a child growing up in Connecticut 🙃
Scared of something always something.
Constant fear 😰 anxiety 👁
Just that something, anything, could happen to me, and I would 🪦 die or worse other people would 🪦 die and I would be here alone 🪟
Irrational fears of purgatory, that my family would be in heaven and I would be alone forever with the babies 👶 or whatever I was told in elementary school by someone who learned something in Sunday school about baptism
Most of life my spent outside of my body, floating around avoiding pain both inside my body and inside my mind
In 2016 I learned about Reiki Energy Healing
I have said it before, I will say it again, Reiki saved my life.
Reiki came into my life like a whirlpool of love 💕 and opened a doorway in my heart ♥️ that the fear could crawl out of.
I began to see the possibility slowly, like I was in a dark room for years and I finally figured out the lamp I had plugged in was plugged into an outlet that wasn’t working.
That I could, in fact move my lamp to a different outlet.
Moving from fear to love.
When I first started exploring spirituality the word happiness made me sick, the word peace felt fake and gross and stupid. Impossible.
Big strides later, I don’t feel this way anymore, I feel joy 🥲 presence
It’s not every moment and I would never want it to be, life is all about experiencing and healing to me is about being okay with the way we feel now and not wanting to constantly cover up our emotions.
Reiki helped me begin to discover my own magic, and soon I was down stream of spiritual healing, psychic awakenings, realizing I was a medium and so much more.
If you’re ready to dive into your own Magic and begin to release fear, Spirit School, my intuitive development and energy healing Course, begins less than a week from today.
Let’s dive in!
Go to the Spirit School tab to Enroll in next Semester which begins Saturday april 9 2022 💜🌋🌌
feel the fear and do it anyways 💙